The Dark Dark Night

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

some people have inner demons
that they wont ever know or realise
it seems like i am blessed that i know
i have inner demons of my own and i realise
i have to get rid of them
walking through that old past
that old neighbourhood
reminded me how much life
has pass
how much experinces i had gone through
looking back at all of it really can
bring tears to my eyes
laughter to my heart
and smile to my face
the thing i know i should'nt
have done
the things i was force to do
learning how to survive
how to fight and
how to adapt
on the streets
looking back at all though memories
really got me to think of what has happened
this past year from a great january
to a very bad end on june
but it was really all a blessing in disguise
i lost one love
i found christ
i found friends who really do care
and i found a new meaning to life
thank you all
thank you lord

ZnL@rif blogged at 10:10 PM

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

feeling the heart breaks
as i sit here wondering
what can i really do now?

i am sure only of this
i need to pray to the lord
i need to get stronger
i need to just keep my head high
and live for god

i trust he will heal my wounds
i trust that he will show me the right one

ps. it is not fair for u to say u donnoe me
if u never really have met me naimei it is not
fair at all....

ZnL@rif blogged at 12:20 AM

Tuesday, October 07, 2008

broken inside that is how
i feel not sure what is it
that made it this way but
still i am lookin for that ans
everytime i look at people who
ar in love who ar so much bless
with that special someone other
then god someone other then family
someone other then friends
that special someone who i can actually
be myself with the only one i can let the
real manzion out the real zack out the real
pitbull out that some one
lord please help me.....

ZnL@rif blogged at 1:37 AM