Monday, March 28, 2005

wat is happening to me am i changing into tat thing than was said in e prophecy how about the two wu would stop this and prevent it have i found them ar they fallen angel and sze ar they them i would never noe................



Tuesday, March 22, 2005

Fred: I'm convinced that you hate (that you hate) You hate me, you like (you like) You like to see me cry It's already a proven fact That you hate and you wait On me to die Jonathan: It's so scary I find it hard to confine I will make you see it my way You give, I take You say you want to be away from me Fred: You bring me Scott: I got the reason and I won't let go Fred: Take me down Scott: I got the reason and I want to know Fred: I'm convinced that you (fucked me) Real good. You did (you did) But I won't let go I got my reasons and I'm not leavin' Soon I'll wait on you to lie Jonathan: Please take this time for me to be unforgiven I give my life to you I lay my life on the line for you For you Fred: You bring me Scott: I got the reason and I won't let go Fred: Take me down Scott: I got the reason and I want to kno Jonathan: I.. got.. no reason You got no reason No fucking reason And I won't let go


i am sori if some were to find this post disturding i am sori to make u feel tat way ...................................................



Wednesday, March 16, 2005

life now is dead to me sometimes i feel like i wat to die to end it all but i cant i have to protect others because it is my duty i need support e person closes to me even thinks tat we ar no longer close because of this i fight to proetct her and e gal i like because of them i am abil to do wat i have done all this yrs do i need to chnge back to wu i was back then to do things all would be ans tomorrow during choir no more should be said for now.................



Saturday, March 12, 2005

well as most wu has been reading this blog would noe the war is tomolo nite and i have to get ready and to e gal wu has my heart pls take care pray for me k and maybe i did not tell u this e last time we talk but the truth is would u except me when i ask u the qn again after ur o's? haha don think bout it anymore heard tat u got 83 for ur chinese very gd but quite low for ur english must read more haha don think to much of wat i am goin to do tomolo ok juz pray for me k thanz................



Thursday, March 10, 2005

well wat to blog about to day oh ya the date is almost near i have to get ready to fight although it looks like i am going to an holiday but it is not in e day ya maybe but at nite i am going to a war going to it has made me think of something who am i to love someone i am i loser a nobody i only fight cos i am born and breed to fight maybe my father was rite before he truely died he said tat if i think a normal human being would love me back i was wrong i wanted to prove him wrong but i juz can't do it alone. Well a year ago i met her something tells me tat she would change my life and i was rite she did now i fight with a reason but if my father is rite i would juz go back to square one where i am juz a mindless fighting machine i smoke i don't respect anyone in more then one occasion i have been back to square one which i am sick about e last few weeks i have been having the wanting to somke is this a sign tat i am going back to my past? hahahaha if this happens i am not surprise well u noe wat i mean see ya.....................



Wednesday, March 02, 2005

well haiz today was tiring but fun.ok time for serious things i don noe wat is happening to me but my mind is goin all over e place i feel lonely i need someone but wu ,all my attemps to find a gal for me has failed i feel very lonely some one any one pls help me i need some one tat i can love tat i can trust. no song or even jokes could make it better how am i goin to make this all go away it was away when she was around even for a while i feel like i could my old daredevil stuns again but when she was gone i feel weak y? y it is me tat is goin all through this y? y? me i have never felt like this for a gal for me even when she rejected me once i juz can't get her out of my head wat is this feeling tat makes me weak wat? is this feeling?........................