The Dark Dark Night

Monday, October 01, 2007

sleeping away in reality
makes my mind run wild
feeling awake but my world
seems like it is sleeping away
i need my escape from this reality
but i just cant seem to find it
or have i? am i being selfish
with this words or am i just in need of help
i am in love but now i dont know
where i stand with her anymore
where is that joy when you get
when you fall in love with someone
i just cant find it anymore
i am just falling apart inside
i know what i need
i know what i want
but.......
can i get it?
can i ever find the love that
is true for me?
i know i live alone
i die alone........
i will and have to accept that
sometimes people do dissapoints
you when u dont expect the most
it seems like everytime i need someones
support everyone runs away
but when they need it i am here ready
to give my life for them but
sometimes when i need them the most
and when i looked behind
all i see is no one
but why do i live my life like this ?
i dont even know
i dont even care
cause for as long my loved
ones are happy i will do my best
to keep them that way
even if it means that i will have to give my
life for it
i will
i would
and i am going to
.........all i needed for someone to love me
thats all is that to much to ask?

ZnL@rif blogged at 1:43 AM