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Thursday, April 28, 2005

you are kakashi
You are Kakashi!
you make a great ninja, bit gutter minded tho...


which naruto character r u? (has character pics)
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ZnL@rif blogged at 9:50 PM



Sunday, April 24, 2005

some say i am dilutional but they ar wrong i am not i juz need to be my old self again y wont y get tat in ur fucking head i need to be mytrue self to end my missery i need NIGHTMARE i don belive i am saying this but yes i need to be tat beast again i need to unleash a being tat may distroy all i noe and love u humans never get it do u u guys cant get the fact tat there is abeing more powerful then u but never more powerful then allah of coures no one is more stronger or powerful then god himself i need to change to unleash true hell in hell the same hell i use to unleash on earth in my past tat same hell i unleash yrs ago i need tat power once more my mask armour and machete i would unleash this once more i will make it trough and once it is all set and done i will and i promise u i will find my way back to my human self if not at least try to stop NIGHTMARE from killing everything it is path i must control it i must control NIGHTMARE i will fin this war and change back even if i have to die i am sori but i will do anything to stop this i don care i will change sze if u read this i would like to say thank u for giving me advise all this while and changing my heart from black to pure once and hui thnk u for giving me hope in love but i was dissapointed int he end again but maybe u should noe this brcause of u my heart trun back to black my heart died again my life is useless wif out a heart and soul take care u hurt hui u cut me deep but i will always hold it together when i am around u wat happens u noe already rite ok tat should be enough hui u would always be in my heart i would always think of u and sze and yes joanne, hidir ,stanley,jeannette,audry,shir,colin,hila and sertainly not the least all my other fren tat i have made trough the yrs of my life thank you for being there for me thank u all it is time i repay u wif my life my soul and heart tis i promise u tat i will return as arif once more i promise u tat i would always remember u guys arif would return in victory at least i hope thank u all Z.A out of here


ZnL@rif blogged at 11:05 PM



Thursday, April 21, 2005

HASH(0x8bec1fc)
The Assassin.


What was your job in a past life? (LOTS of results & Anime Pics)
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ZnL@rif blogged at 10:10 PM


paradise kiss boy
You are the bad boy / girl of your school. You
have little faith in yourself and usually find
escape in some sort of addicting substance or
yourself. You would rather torture others
above anything else. You regularly skip
school and when you go, always tend to ditch a
certain class. Some classmates can fear you
while others pity you...and your family. (No
offense) Your cruel behavior and abject
personality tends to single you out from the
crowd...and you prefer life this way at times.
However, lonliness can rear its ugly head and
force you seek a way to silence it. But be
warned, your path is dangerous... but only a
strong person can walk this road.

Some
ideal occupations for you can be a Police
officer, Celebrity (who doesn't love the
badasses?), Wrestler, Polotician, or some sort
of leader. Either way, your destined to be
known by many.


What type of teenager are you?
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ZnL@rif blogged at 9:28 PM



Monday, April 18, 2005

i hate my life.......my half bro is talking to her in secret i noe so if u ar reading this u should juz tell me wat is it tat my half bro is telling u i must noe if this is about me changing no use talking to me i would not change my mind on changing into NIGHTMARE . i never did wat to change back to to tat beast but wat is the use i stay i my human form no one would love me or care me more tat a fren tats all i would be to most gals ha i being like me would never be loved by a human but wat about wat azahar said u must not give up to win a gals heart i am not aloser but i am a fool but if i am juz the one wu loves her and she would never love me back haiz tats is the life of a human being i must live to it i have for 14-15 yrs now i should be abel to live for a few more yrs rite? nope wrong extremely wrong!!!!!!!! i can stand it anymore i must change to NIGHTMARE even if i would lose all my human emotions wat the use of having them anyway rite i would never love and other human soul except my family and tats all i would never love an other human not ever once it is done i would change for gd i would never regret wat i am going to do i must do so to save hers and others i am sori very sori


ZnL@rif blogged at 10:14 PM



Saturday, April 16, 2005

Broody
Your word is: Brooding. You are a true thinker and
often try to figure out the meaning of life,
why we are all here etc. You may not be so
social, and often think twice before acting but
those thoughts you have in your mind never stop
flowing in. Sometimes you can be so
concentrated you forget about other things that
you have to do. Don't change, this world needs
deep people.

What dark word represents you? (anime pics and 7 outcomes)
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ZnL@rif blogged at 10:46 PM


Info Black
Your Heart is Black

What Color is Your Heart?
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ZnL@rif blogged at 10:39 PM


life as i noe it is dead i feel like i am dead i feel like i am gone i am not even alive the beast is in me it wats out and i will let it out it would fight again it would kill again it would do its purpouse as a killing machine as the world must noe tat i shall be known as NIGHTMARE once more arif would have to die for now my machete would taste blood once more it would make those wu choose to side hell to there end i don care no more i wat it all to end soon so i must change to my true form and unleash the beast within me................tats all i juz wat this to end now i wat it all to end so NIGHTMARE is coming back..........................soon


ZnL@rif blogged at 10:04 PM



Friday, April 15, 2005

time to show all wu i really am i would change to my true form if i have to i would do anything to fin this war soon i would die to fin this i don't care no more i may have to love my self 1st but wat go would tat do no one would ove me back anyway so better go and be remembered then die slowly and be forgotten by all i hate it when someone forgets wu they love because they ar dead i wat to be remembered but for the rite reasons of coures. I would show i truely am under this human form i have unleash the beast tat would kill all of hells armys i would do tat for all pure normal humans and for her hope over friendship would never be forgotten and sze pls take care i noe i can be unresonable sometimes but take care k live life to the fullest when i die remember our friendship ok remember tat i am the guy wu would die for ever human i protect for u hui and u to sze thank you for every thing thnax..............................


ZnL@rif blogged at 11:03 PM



Wednesday, April 13, 2005

ha enough of crap time for seroius bisness haiz hope my qn would be ans by this week cause i am getting weaker as the days past my life sucks some thing u may have it bad some juz have it worst i go home to a broken one i may look normal but the truth is tat i hide it quite well haha juz like me to hide my real feelings from others but it is true some may think they miss their love ones wu have past on but do u have to fight the one u love to protect the other tat u love more ha some say i am a fool to fight my father after all this years missing him i miss his stoopid jokes and lone look when he is doubt and when i finally find him i have to kill him to keep her safe it is not tat i am regreting it but i am alil sick of hearing others saying tat their lives suck ha mine is worse i have to fight even if i dont wat to.......but if i don fight even more lives would be lost so i must fight to keep them save to make sure tat they would live to see another day even if tats me tat i have to die for them i am willing to kill myself to keep them save but sometimes i feel like tat when they don noe wat is happening down there they would never feel bless tat they still can live i ahve seen souls in hell pleding for another chance in life juz to get out of hell but sadly they would never get the cahnce to do so if ur lives suck think about the ones wu ar DAMED for all eternity in hell somemay think i never cry but i do everynite i come back from hell i cry for those wu ar damed in hell never for them to come back but wat am i to do haha well must get ready for sch now...............................bye


ZnL@rif blogged at 6:58 AM



Tuesday, April 12, 2005

well some may think tat suicide is the ans out but it is not no matter how bad ur situation is well the truth is tat when u comite suicide u and think tat u ar better dead then alive u aar wrong hell is waiting 4 u satan would send full fledge demons after ur soul to them u ar fresh meat ready to be eaten now u run and start regreting tat u did kill urself well i have to tell u this if u do kill ur self it is useless unless u can fight and satan wants u in the team crazy but true if not u burn in hell an oh ya if u do join the team then i am sori tat i have to kill u in hell it is my job to kill thoughs wu join or is in the team ok tats enough for now blog later time to fight sleep tight all thanks


ZnL@rif blogged at 10:30 PM



Thursday, April 07, 2005

wif syf over most celebrate tat we got silver but i don really care kind of knowing tat we would get siver anyway now i can concentrate on the war even if i no longer would see her...................i would fight for her and others i would never give up although i am changing inside of me my powers ar like coming back by force my thrid eye is like closing it self but y? i will find out i will make my powers go away for gd i made my promise i will keep it anyway i am juz confused rite now mix feelings blog angain tml must sleep now............thnx u all for ur help


ZnL@rif blogged at 12:00 AM