Wednesday, April 25, 2007

True

I wont talkI wont breatheI wont move till you finally seeThat you belong with meYou might think I dont lookBut deep insideIn the corner of my mindIm attached to youIm weakIts trueCuz im afraid to know the answerDo you want me too?Cuz my heart keeps falling fasterI've waited all my lifeTo cross this lineTo the only thing thats trueSo I will not hideIts time to tryAnything to be with youAll my life I've waitedThis is trueYou dont know what you doEverytime you walk into the roomIm afraid to moveIm weakIts trueIm just scared to know the ending Do you see me too?Do you even know u met me?I've waited all my life to cross this lineTo the only thing thats trueSo I will not hideIts time to try anything to be with youAll my life I've waitedThis is trueI know when I go ill be on my way to youThe way thats trueI've waited all my life to cross this lineTo the only thing thats trueSo I will not hideIts time to try anything to be with youAll my life I've waitedThis is true

I don't know what is happeing
in my mind i wish to move
i say that all the time but still
everytime i see you it is almost
like you are the drug that makes me
tick inside makes me live another day
but just then reality hits me in the
face that she is no longer with me,
beside me or loving me anymore
leaving me lost in the dark i keep
seeing the light from afar but everytime
i reach for it, but it seems to get further
and further away from my reach
now i feel like giving up but something
in my heart and mind which tells me
there will be something there for me
for me to wait for till the time comes....



Sunday, April 22, 2007

be yourself is the thing i want
now it is my peace in life
sick and tired of being sad and
crying for someone who is never
going come back to you but what
the heck thanks for the memories
and the heart breaks but to bad
you don't love me no more your
lost not mine, time i look forward and
don't look back no more and smile to
every heart break and hardship i face
or even problems cause that is who i am
for now and forever



Sunday, April 15, 2007

every nightmare is always
the reflection of the persons
shame for doing what they have
done the shame of their life
would be brought out in their
sleep but some say to fight this
nightmares could be treated
by finding their peace in life
by finding their missing pieces
of the puzzle but where are we
to look for these treasures in life
and how........
some say these treasures are love,
others would have friends and family
as their treasures in life
but there are afew who still cant find it
even on their death bed they still are not
able to find it...........



Saturday, April 14, 2007

sitting in the dark looking
at the dark sky sometimes
sets the mind thinking wheather
is anything in the world forever
we always swear forever friends,
forever lovers and some forever
alone...but the reality is this,
nothing would last forever no matter how
hard we would try to make ourselves
think so friends one day would just be
distant memories one day lovers would
one day just be friends and there is no
such thing as forever alone as one day
just one fine day the loners may meet their
mates but the point is that nothing is
every forever just memories they are
forever in our minds and hearts dieing
with us on our deathbed until we are buried...
as a friend once told me a man is never rich from
money they are rich from memories in their life......



Sunday, April 08, 2007

standing in the dark
above from others to see
on the roof i stand broken
hurting inside......
looking down all i see is
people moving around
with their lives then i see
her,i hope she would look
up at me like before but she did
not i dont think she ever though
of looking up.......
remembering the past
makes it even harder for me to pick
up the pieces of my life when
it was broken by her words of
having lost her feelings towards me
i still dont understand why that happen
why she broke all her promises to me
why she broke my heart
why would she made my life living hell
maybe she did not know
that this could happen
maybe she knew but she did not care...........
but now it is too late for maybes
what done is done.........
i still cant live without her
i still am lost without her
but does she really care?
somethings inside just tells me
maybe just for now but soon
i am just a memory to her
someone who is pathetic as me
to still love her forever.......................



Wednesday, April 04, 2007

I really dont
understand what
is happening in
my mind it is in confusion
with the matter why
and how did i lose
your love ......when
i love you so much
i remember once you told
me; that you love me
more then words could
ever mention or say
and i loved you so
i dont understand what
happen to all your promises
to be together forever ............
you even talked about marrriage
but now when i need your
support the most you leave me to
dry.....and you always say we could continue
as friends but support from friends and from
the ones you love is very different..............
it is never the same you said you
understand that but in reality
i don even think you did
you"ll never understand and i dont
think ever will...................................



Monday, April 02, 2007

The lost soul now is back
in hell where he started at first
even though he thought that the grass
would be greener on the other
side but i was not as it was said to
be....it was alot more better at first as he
found his new love in life jesline she was to be
his bride in the future but sadly it was not to be
she had lost his love for him and did not wish to
hurt him and so she left him for him to find another
but instead of doing so he took his life instead
killing himself trying to make the pain in his heart
go away he hung himself sending him back to damnation
of hell........now he walks alone again in the pits of hell
as it burns him alive but it still did not make
the pain go away it made it worst seeing her move away
from him far from him now he just let it burn him
as it does not hurt as much as it does now
but it still hurt so much inside .....................................