The Dark Dark Night

Monday, June 11, 2007

sometimes lying here
in pain could really get
a person thinking alot
especially when there is
only one thing in my mind
and for some reason
in just brings tears in my eyes
knowing that you will never know how
pain i am suffering for you
inside and out
inside from the inability to move on
still loving and caring for you
and out as i keep hurting myself
because i fight for you to protect
you from those very things you fear most.....
But when all of this thought in my mind goes
on and on suddenly the though of just letting you
die not caring for you no more cause it is not going anywhere
you moving on soon forgetting me
and me just here to help you when ever you need
buring myself to just make you happy
hoping that i will make a difference in your life
and just hoping that you would actually
look back at me with the look that you gave me before.....
but now i can only wish for that to happen again
i can only wish that i could hold you in my arms again
i could only wish that i can kiss you again cause
it has gone away maybe forever but as if my think sturbborn
head of mine would just give up on you cause even if you are
not with me anymore and i am nothing more then
a friend to you i would always still care and love you
i never did got over you and i don think i ever will
but i just want you to know i love you and just so you know
the time with you were the happies moments in my life

ZnL@rif blogged at 12:59 AM