The Dark Dark Night

Sunday, April 08, 2007

standing in the dark
above from others to see
on the roof i stand broken
hurting inside......
looking down all i see is
people moving around
with their lives then i see
her,i hope she would look
up at me like before but she did
not i dont think she ever though
of looking up.......
remembering the past
makes it even harder for me to pick
up the pieces of my life when
it was broken by her words of
having lost her feelings towards me
i still dont understand why that happen
why she broke all her promises to me
why she broke my heart
why would she made my life living hell
maybe she did not know
that this could happen
maybe she knew but she did not care...........
but now it is too late for maybes
what done is done.........
i still cant live without her
i still am lost without her
but does she really care?
somethings inside just tells me
maybe just for now but soon
i am just a memory to her
someone who is pathetic as me
to still love her forever.......................

ZnL@rif blogged at 11:13 PM