The Dark Dark Night

Tuesday, February 21, 2006

here alone again i stand in the darkness
thinkin of life how much i miss joy miss
the times we talked on the phone and
when ever i remember u tears ar the
only thing tat acompanies me in the
dark being alone always some ppl
say it is better to be alone but for me
i have been alone for far too long to
actually that being alone is fun
with my guitar in one hand my blade
in the other with my headphones
blasting my ears and my bleeding
arms after all those cuts tat i inflicked
on my self ppl ask y i do it but everytime
i try to tell them deep inside i defensively
would hide the truth from them cause deep
inside i noe some would juz try to act concern
some are really concern but wat the heck like
they would ever sincerly care bout me
like they would ever be there for me ever again
like it really matters anymore juz being me
is like a curse knowing me long enough or
close enough is also like a curse so hell with
life juz hate it and i always will be alone
in the darkness of the shadows in life..........
alone ........till i die.......

ZnL@rif blogged at 11:02 PM