The Dark Dark Night

Sunday, February 19, 2006

have been listening to a song by a indonesian band sheila on 7 it is titled tunjuk satu bintang i don noe y but i kinda like it very smoothing
i juz donnoe y but tis few days feel like crying
maybe i am missing someone haiz maybe i am missing her
or maybe it is juz methinkin too much haiz
even at tas pract nice too see those ppl again
haiz but i juz feel like there is something missing
in my life wat is it i donnoe maybe it is juz me
haiz maybe it is juz the fever i am having
high again 39.9 nice rite
ppl say i would be dead if i was normal
but i am not even a normal human wat
juz a half breed tat is trying to live in tis world
getting depress over things tat is not important to me
thinkin botu things tat for now is not important to me jzu sometimes i am juz
fed up wif wu i really am wat i really am i juz wish i could change how i look
and juz walk around knowing no one would recongise me anyway or even wat to noe me haiz juz stupid stupid .............................................

ZnL@rif blogged at 11:09 PM