The Dark Dark Night

Thursday, December 22, 2005

life has been surprisingly fun tis few days but it is like pointless anyway even though it seems fun i laugh joke around but inside i still feel sad juz covering my face wif a mask like i would do wif my band maybe i like it tat way keep my self from human wu would ethier please u or make u internily mad or maybe i am juz missing ivy i wander is she now she is not online everytime i try calling her i cant get through juz missung her haiz now adays i feel like i am an outsider at tas (for those tas members wu reads tis don get the wrong idea ok) ya every body has like a group of frens they hang out wif but sometimes i juz sit there staring at them like i am not part of the group haiz maybe it is juz me maybe i am juz such a loner tat when it is time to make frens i juz cant haiz cant blame no one but my self well tats something tat is very true wat the heck i may juz be like tis for the rest of my life till i die or maybe when i become fell fledge demon then maybe i would juz see them at nite like i am looking at them as they slp haiz i sound like a stalker but ya when i do become full fledge then maybe i would do juz tat cause i miss them so much and better still they would not be abil to see me haiz
invisible as i always would be anyway like i am not there in front of them haiz let me be let me die for a demon would never belong on mans land they belong in hell tat is where i belong not the heavens not on earth but in hell underworld the unkown to man would never understand me anyway man would always a be afraid of wat they don understand wat the dont know and wat they dont see the three things tat would end mans own regin on earth....................tats the truth of man and it would alwasy be anyway...............................................................hell to all humans

ZnL@rif blogged at 11:27 PM