Sunday, October 30, 2005

i died for u



I can't belive this now
This isn't what I planned
I lived and died and now
I just can't understand
With all the love I feel
I could never leave her
No matter what the cost
My soulds the price to see her

Chorus
Oh how I love you
The pain won't go away
Oh when I need you
You're always so far away
I cry for you
Leaving myself to blame
I died for you
I gave up everything

The pain was just to much
When I finally saw her
She's happy and in love
In love with my best friend
What makes it hurt so bad
Is that I love them both
And they will never know
For love I sold my soul

Repeat Chorus



Wednesday, October 19, 2005

really fucked up rite now i don noe wat to wif me life it seems tat i keep on making the ppl around me sad or angry i wat to die i don care no more kill me now tajke my life kill me i don wat to live no more i don blame them cause it is my fault i wat to die kill me i wat my knife to cut my vains let it bleed let it drain my blood from my body my life out of it killin me softly i don care if my mom is goingto kill her self after tat juz kill me kill me now take my life i don care don give a fuck no more i would rather wait and bleed till i die like wu cares let me die now my blade is sharp enough to kill me so juz kill me now now i say kill me i don wat to live anymore i rather die now since i juz cause pain to other around me like they would miss me like they would care fuck tis life i don wat my mom to cry no more so kill me now now i say take my life take it i have no need for it fuck life fuck my life fuck it fuck it i hate myself i hate my life so take it wu ever ones it take it i don need it anymore i don wat ppl around me to feel pain so take my life now now mutherfukers take it TAKE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!