The Dark Dark Night

Monday, April 18, 2005

i hate my life.......my half bro is talking to her in secret i noe so if u ar reading this u should juz tell me wat is it tat my half bro is telling u i must noe if this is about me changing no use talking to me i would not change my mind on changing into NIGHTMARE . i never did wat to change back to to tat beast but wat is the use i stay i my human form no one would love me or care me more tat a fren tats all i would be to most gals ha i being like me would never be loved by a human but wat about wat azahar said u must not give up to win a gals heart i am not aloser but i am a fool but if i am juz the one wu loves her and she would never love me back haiz tats is the life of a human being i must live to it i have for 14-15 yrs now i should be abel to live for a few more yrs rite? nope wrong extremely wrong!!!!!!!! i can stand it anymore i must change to NIGHTMARE even if i would lose all my human emotions wat the use of having them anyway rite i would never love and other human soul except my family and tats all i would never love an other human not ever once it is done i would change for gd i would never regret wat i am going to do i must do so to save hers and others i am sori very sori

ZnL@rif blogged at 10:14 PM