Wednesday, April 13, 2005

ha enough of crap time for seroius bisness haiz hope my qn would be ans by this week cause i am getting weaker as the days past my life sucks some thing u may have it bad some juz have it worst i go home to a broken one i may look normal but the truth is tat i hide it quite well haha juz like me to hide my real feelings from others but it is true some may think they miss their love ones wu have past on but do u have to fight the one u love to protect the other tat u love more ha some say i am a fool to fight my father after all this years missing him i miss his stoopid jokes and lone look when he is doubt and when i finally find him i have to kill him to keep her safe it is not tat i am regreting it but i am alil sick of hearing others saying tat their lives suck ha mine is worse i have to fight even if i dont wat to.......but if i don fight even more lives would be lost so i must fight to keep them save to make sure tat they would live to see another day even if tats me tat i have to die for them i am willing to kill myself to keep them save but sometimes i feel like tat when they don noe wat is happening down there they would never feel bless tat they still can live i ahve seen souls in hell pleding for another chance in life juz to get out of hell but sadly they would never get the cahnce to do so if ur lives suck think about the ones wu ar DAMED for all eternity in hell somemay think i never cry but i do everynite i come back from hell i cry for those wu ar damed in hell never for them to come back but wat am i to do haha well must get ready for sch now...............................bye