Thursday, March 10, 2005

well wat to blog about to day oh ya the date is almost near i have to get ready to fight although it looks like i am going to an holiday but it is not in e day ya maybe but at nite i am going to a war going to it has made me think of something who am i to love someone i am i loser a nobody i only fight cos i am born and breed to fight maybe my father was rite before he truely died he said tat if i think a normal human being would love me back i was wrong i wanted to prove him wrong but i juz can't do it alone. Well a year ago i met her something tells me tat she would change my life and i was rite she did now i fight with a reason but if my father is rite i would juz go back to square one where i am juz a mindless fighting machine i smoke i don't respect anyone in more then one occasion i have been back to square one which i am sick about e last few weeks i have been having the wanting to somke is this a sign tat i am going back to my past? hahahaha if this happens i am not surprise well u noe wat i mean see ya.....................