Monday, February 28, 2005

i am bored very bored nth to do kak vidya was in sch today but she could not stay long and serpouse to go out wif her but she was busy so cancel very bored now wat to do wat to do haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz~.......................



Thursday, February 24, 2005

well now i know wat to blog about well it is juz tat i can't feel anything my heart is gone and so is my soul to live i donnoe y but it is it is not about fallen angel or anyone else i feel that i would not make it through this war i would die and i have e feeling of insecurity tat maybe cause my insanity and my friends i feel tat i am lost i feel tat i am dieing i feel like i am going to lose everything............everything tat i work for fought for or dreamt of is never going to happen i need hope in life to prove it all wrong espacially wat i am thinking is happening someone juz give me hope...............................................if i would not make it through i would like to seek forgiveness from all thank u all for ur support my frenz............and to fallen angel and sze thank u and pls forgive me if i have don wrong to u in anyway thank u............................................................

haiz wat to blog about hahahahaha haiz 1st time donnoe wat to talk about my heart is going very fast tonite but y i donnoe haiz well my life now is very scrambled very very scrambled well donnoe wat to talk don talk hahahaha gd nite to all...........................................................



Saturday, February 19, 2005

"True"

I wont talk
I wont breathe
I wont move till you finally see
That you belong with me

You might think i dont look
But deep inside
In the corner of my mind
Im attached to you
Im weak
Its true
Cuz im afarid to know the awnsers
Do you want me too?
Cuz my heart keeps fallnig faster

Ive waited all my life
To cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So i wont hide
Its time to try
Anything to be with you
All my life ive waiting
This is true

You dont know what you do
Everytime you walk into the room
Im afarid to move
Im weak
Its true
Im just scared to know the ending
Do you see me too?
Do you even know u met me?

Ive waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So i will not hide
Its time to try anything to be with you
All my life ive waited

This is true

I know when i go ill be on my way to you
The way thats true

Ive waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So i will not hide
Its time to try anything to be with you
All my life ive waitied

This is true

well now i have to lead a army of demonchilds to war with hell's soldiers thanx to my dad he train them to wat they ar now and when i beat him it was to unleased e army to distroy us all but luckyly my oldest half bro knew bout it and want a.m to lead them but was not sure bout it so he decided to test me and a.m to see who should lead the demonchilds to war and some how i pass and now i have to lead them to war so how can't back out can't stop e war ether so must go on to lead the war so fallen angel if u read this pls call me and pls don avoid me anymore................................thank u,good evening and good night



Tuesday, February 08, 2005

now it is almost time to fight it is at midnight warm ups are on going and thinking of her always have always will even on my way to hell haiz time to go no more talk more action ................................................



Sunday, February 06, 2005

well it is almost time to the fight and that training is still not enough and only one more day till e fight how am i going 2 get throuh this ? if i am still not ready yet how? am i going to win if i am not even ready to fight but must go on.................must fight for her and my other frenz .....................must fight till my very end.......................




Thursday, February 03, 2005

well the time to fight is very close juz four more days till chinese new year training is not getting better tml juz a part of e training skipping then after sectionals got strengh training at my frenz place but not sure if i can make it haiz must be oppimistic i can do it but how am i going 2 ask fallen angel the question if she does not come on tat day well maybe i have to ask her earlier well i have 2 go now and train now see u later............................................